Look

Quote from "Chasing Amy"

"well look at this morose lookin mother f*&@er here"

Well it went something like that... I'm too tired to look it up now.

I realize my post's have been getting more and more, well, depressing. And for that I am sorry. I don't deal well with pain that other cause me.

I am trying to move on. Bear with me. Everything isn't going to be all pink and fuzzy ya know.

One of my favorite blog spots to hit is here. I found it cause she had made a post called my life. no apologies. She coulda been writing about me only I haven't found my peace yet. I go there for the comfort she brings. And she doesn't even know it ~Sigh.

Anyway I bookmarked that page till i got smart and bookmarked the actual home page of her blog. Yet for some reason i kept the one for that particular posting. There it is on my nice little list of bookmarks.... the words........ "my life no apologies." I smile every time i see it.

No apologies for my morose postings. It's my life....

Changes

Sometimes things happen in your life. People change and move on to bigger and better things. And it is hard for us.

We get to comfortable with the norm and when someone chooses to break away from that we cry out oh no!!!! It should be this way forever. You and me and my dog blue! Don't go.

Even tho that is the god's honest truth it is hard to see anyone move on or away from the close comfortable nitch we found eachother in. Its hard to tell if its harder for us or harder for the person choosing to move on.

Several people in my life have recently moved on and while I am sad to see them go I know they are doing what they feel is best for their own happyness.

Wish I didnt have to say goodbye.